
For the last few days, I have been meditating over possible shifts in my own life. Some big time changes are underway, I can feel it. Nothing tangible yet, but soon.
SoulePapa summed it up perfectly for me:
"Sometimes I don't know where I'm going until I arrive. At which point I look back and where I was headed is so impressively clear I wonder how I hadn't noticed it earlier. Not so much a passive stumble through life as a permissive glide across time. I allow the winds to blow me about as I take my chances and look for cracks through which I may slip into Earthly opportunity. Now I am here."
Change, whether big or small, is always an opportunity to do a bit of soul searching. To think about things in a new way and ask the important questions: am I happy, am I fulfilled, am I living up to my truest potential? Generally I find myself quite content with things- I have an amazing partner, great friends and family, an illustration business that allows me to share my creativity with others and be thanked (and financially supported) for what I do. I love my home, my pets, working in my garden. And yet, as it should be, things are never perfect. I wonder where the line should be drawn between having hardships that help me to appreciate the rest of my life that much more, and being enlightened enough to realize EXACTLY what I want out of this life, and go and get it. To get rid of every last ounce of negativity in my life.
Whatever the answer to these big big questions, hopefully one day I will be closer to understanding. For now, I am thankful for all of the good and for all of the love that I'm lucky enough to experience.